Thursday, August 11
for someone who prides herself on enduring great amounts of pain [exclusive of exercise], i certainly am melodramatic when it comes to expressing the aforementioned pain. good God the back of my heels really do hurt! i finally know the sensation of being skinned alive slowly and literally. yes i think i said this the other day when i first wore those shoes. oh the exquisite pain of beauty.
honestly though, those shoes are pretty. almost.. almost worth the agony. i am not exaggerating the pain. although i admit i am melodramatic. if you want to see red raw skin, look for me after class. i've been whipping my feet out of my shoes to show everyone =D i am sadistic enough to ruin their appetites as well as mine.
back to excruciating pain. due to the price tag [$43 is admittedly steep for an on-sale pair of shoes when i only get $6 a day! and i don't even give tuition anymore. oh woe is my bank account!] i cannot tell my mother that they gave me blisters. mainly because i promised to wear them frequently. i'll just have to wear blue for a month until the backs of my heels heal and then i'll break them in.. slowly. they're just a little bit hard right now. plus my stupid easily bruised skin of course.
oh and excruciating pain number two. this one's emotionally scarring though. i had a hair cut! okay i'll put it plainly. my hair used to suck. now it
still sucks. in an entirely different way though. i was still having my june haircut right up til.. yesterday. then i decided that august needs an entirely new fringe, and went to a new salon. this hair stylist persuaded me to cut a fringe. i have no idea why i believed her except she said i should cover my forehead because it's a bit narrow. besides the fact that she was somewhat attractive and i'm always persuaded by a certain sort of eyes. and i'm just horribly vulnerable where my hair is concerned i guess. enough excuses! i made the foolish mistake of allowing her to cut my fringe. yes. sigh. jean and i take turns to look like tweety bird. well. i bought wax, as kindly suggested *coughcough* and i hope i look more like bugs bunny than tweety tomorrow. we'll see.
hee i'm staying over at jean's tomorrow! yay!! i love her!! =D =D we'll stay up all night giggling under the covers.. eating til we're way too full for our own good.. who needs romance with friends like these? =D
page has gotten anti-social. sigh. why do pets have to turn out like their owners? now she's mean, fidgety, anti-social and eats too much.
it must've been love.
7:54 pm
xoxo